Sunday, October 17, 2010
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Sunday, August 9, 2009
School Update
The family is doing great.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Grandma Passes
Friday, February 6, 2009
Wasilla Life
My grandma found out this fall she had colon cancer it had spread to her lungs and is in stage iv she opted not to go through chemotherapy. I wasn't working as I was going to student teach so I have been able to take care of her. I spent almost every night in the hospital when she first found out since then we have removed the main tumor and have come home where I watch her daily get weaker. We have some great days that come out of the blue, mostly lately the days have been full of sleep and some visiting. I keep wanting to know what is going on what to expect, the nureses that visit keep reminding me there is no crystal ball, cancer is just ugly.
My grandmother is 74 and was still full of life this was just a blow. Prior to this year we have taken many road trips together and she has spent her summers with me in McGrath. Many of those nights in the summer we have spent them around a fire visiting with friends. She is still young, and we were not ready for this. I find myself sulking and not feeling motivated to do much. I have seen cancer patients but I have never lived with one and watched them slowly disapear. I am her oldest granddaughter she introduces me to her friends as her first. I know she loves me, but we have tough days, my Aunt says it is because I am the closest to her that I get the brunt of her grumpiness. I finally told here the other day to say please. She told me to rub her down like she was giving an order. I have to keep reminding myself she is passing and how hard it must be for her too. I want to break down often, but I know soon there will be a time for that. For now I am trying to keep my head up and as they say one step at a time.
The kids are doing great here. It amazes me that Forest had so much trouble in McGrath, yet he did great in Fairbanks and he is making honor roll out here in Wasilla! Both of our children are actually. I get bitter about that too, because I would love to go home and finish student teaching with a teacher there has been teaching for years and is wonderful. I want to live in my own home, but the school is failing my children and they deserve the best opportunities I can give them. I know there are other parents in my predicament. Both of them did x-country running and did fabulous. Forest finished basketball and went strait into hockey! Alice took a break and is getting ready for NYO, I think we might talk her into track as well in the spring. If you are a parent thinking about moving you should know our first two months were terrible. My daughter hated it. She is a sophomore. Our school in McGrath has 53 students k-12 she moved to a high school with over 1,000 students. She was so depressed I got scared. She came home one day and said, "mom they bump into me and don't even realize it". I thought I made the biggest mistake of my life. What helped us get through the move was getting Alice involved in something. For us it was x-country running. She was mad at me at first for making her join. She didn't know anyone and didn't want to be there. I didn't give in and Alice met friends and ended up finishing the year as a JV runner. But, I see now why we have so many rural students dropping out when they move to the city. There is no transition it is sink or swim time and they need a huge support system when they get here. The system here had an open door policy, but if they think a child like mine is just going to walk into the office and ask questions they are crazy! It was tough. On the other hand my social child Forest had no problem at all with the transition, but becuase he is so social I could never home school him in McGrath he needs that out let.
I just thought I would use my blogg as an outlet, and since Grandma has been diagnosed with colon cancer I have done much research trying to see what others went through. Hang in there and I also think my faith in God has kept us going, actually I know it has.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Spring Fever & Senioritis
It has been a rough semester February 15th, my friend passed away from a brain tumor. She was only 27. It is so hard loosing peers, as it feels so unreal. I think after that I just wanted to spend time with my family and school work took a back burner.
I started training for Arctic Winter Games with my daughter. We went to Yellow Knife for the competition in March and it was wonderful. She did so well. I had much more fun watching her then competeing. I think this is my gradual step to quit competing. No, not yet. I still have it in me for a few more games. At the AWG we competed in the Inuit games much like at World Eskimo Indian Olympics.
I have decided to take another year off from student teaching. The primary reason is to spend time with my children. We only have 3 more years with Alice and our son is entering 7th grade. He has done so terrible here in the McGrath school. He did so well in Fairbanks, it was sad to see his academic performance dwindle here. Our children are our first priority and that means getting them out of here so that they may have a chance in the academic world and continue on to college.
I am still working with our youth, and it makes me sad that I won't be here next year for them. That is the hardest leaving our community, but for the sake of our children we don't have a choice. I will be taking 7 students to the Native Youth Olympic competition in Anchorage April 24-26th. Wish us luck!
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
JNYO Success & College Update
My school up date is that I am still going to finish up this semester so I can student teach in the fall (keep your fingers crossed)! I am having to take classes here though and not in Fairbanks, because I couldn't get into the dorms I wanted. So, that means three of my classes are paperbased through correspondence, UGH! I am just going to have to be disciplined!
Well, I am not sure if anyone is still reading these, but I thought I would give it a shot, just in case!
Monday, December 3, 2007
Back from Bethel
It is so good for our students to stay at Killabuk, they loved hearing and seeing the Yup'ik language. We actually didn't have to wait until we got to Killabuk, we heard Yup'ik on the plane to Bethel and my kids loved it. They are always motivated to want to learn their own language as well as Yup'ik when we go on this trip. The classroom we stayed in was very decorated in all sorts of learning material, it looked like a great classroom, and 90% of it was in Yup'ik!
When we flew over the communities as we got closer to Bethel I was wondering, is that Magdelina down there or is that Kendra? I sure miss you all. I was also relieved to see the river (Kuskokwim). I am a nervous flier and it did not help that both flight were turbulant and I had prior warnings that they would be from the pilots LOL!
OH! It was 50 degrees there and NO SNOW!!! We walked around in mud. Isn't that crazy. You could see the tundra! I couldn't believe the weather for December!
You all take care. Miss you all!
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Just Something I tried Getting ADN to Print
Communities Taking Action in Preserving
Alaska Native Cultures
What is your community doing to preserve the Alaska Native Culture? Studies have shown that students who know their cultural background have a better chance of benefiting in the Western educational system. As a country, we have known this since at least the Meriam Act. In Alaska we even have cultural standards in our State educational system, yet our actions are not backing up these facts.
Policy makers continue to say we can’t fund this or that because of funding which in part are do to decreasing numbers in rural Alaska schools. I have heard this countless times in our community, as well as through my studies as an Elementary Education major. We cannot depend on our districts to take charge of the situation; it is up to you and your fellow community members.
At our last Native Education Committee our high school students listed some of these cultural activities they wanted such as a survival class, they wanted to learn a type of Alaska Native Dancing, an Alaska Native language, and participate in the traditional Native games. Our students want to know about their community, their history. We must listen to our community needs and our youth, and just “do it”.
This is our just “do it” start.
This year we have one of our largest Junior Native Youth Olympic teams. We have 13 students that will be traveling to State as well as 2 senior Native Youth Olympic athletes, and 5 chaperones. Last year there were only 3 students traveling and no Bethel trip. We take our 5th through 8th graders to Bethel for a traditional Native games competition. Our budget is over $16,000 the district has given us $760.
Many of these cultural activities will be made possible by your time volunteering.
As a community we have seen how our children shine through the traditional games, Native and Non-Native children alike. Parents, community members and athletes have spent numerous hours of volunteering from putting on dinners, to shoveling snow, selling pies, to an antler drive, to raffles, to seeking corporate sponsors we received six; Crowley Marine, the McGrath Clinic, MTNT, MLP, AC McGrath Store and the Fraternal Order of the Alaska State Troopers. That still leaves a big chunk to be raised, but the people in our community have not given up on our youth and through every fundraiser we have had a success. What do the students in your community want? If your district is not providing those opportunities or you have heard the excuse they can’t, you can. Our community is doing it and so can yours.
McGrath’s latest population update is down to 321. There are currently 53 students enrolled in the school from grades K-12.
Junior Native Youth Olympics will be held January 11, 12, and 13th at Mirror Lake Middle School.
Noel Strick-I am a senior majoring in Elementary Education through Interior Aleutians Campus, University of Alaska Fairbanks. I am the Chair for our Native Education Committee. I am the volunteer JNYO coach as well as a mother of two. I work as a DJ in the morning for KSKO 870 am and a Facilitator for IAC-UAF in the afternoons. Contact information: fsnrg1@uaf.edu e-mail.
Friday, November 16, 2007
Day by Day, Activities for our students what it is like
Hey everyone, sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I am so worried about making it to JNYO in January. We have 7 weeks and $7,000 more to raise. We have asked for corporate sponsors to give $500 and in return we are putting their names on our t-shirts. We are also trying to raise enough money for our volleyball team to make it to Regionals in Golovin, but they only need $1,500 and we are doing an Asian dinner on Monday that should bring in $1,000, plus they have a small raffle going on. Back to JNYO we have been shoveling, cooking, raffles, etc.. Our community has really been active, but with our numbers getting smaller they can only do so much. So, I can't help but wonder why the District didn't try to find grants to help subsidize some of our programs the students love? My husband says don't do as much, because it does stress me out. My back is going out and I am breaking out like crazy, but if we don't do it who will? Everything I do he is tied into, but we need to for our children. Also, I found out I need 4 classes and the only way I can take them all is by being in Fairbanks. There is no way I could handle them via correspondence. I just don't know. When I wasn't here we had no Senior NYO team and our JNYO team had only 4 athletes compared to this years 14. I know I make a difference for our youth, but I need to take care of myself and kids so moving to Fairbanks is becoming more of a reality, yet I feel like I am betraying my community. This really just sucks. It was fun watching all the students! We even had some preschoolers and Kind students play. I was going to upload a video from our potluck last night, but the computer wouldn't let me. So, here is a picture of my son doing wrist carry.
:) PEACE & my thought today coming from a rural town with a district like ours, is do not allow money to make a choice for you and do not accept it as an excuse through the grace of others who do see the value in what you do for your youth goodness can happen!
Sunday, November 4, 2007
I've taken on a new look....what do you think?
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Making a collage
I am doing okay. I have taken on a third job just for the week as a family that is like family to ours is having a family emergancy, as in extreme emergency. You know one thing about living in a rural community versus a urban is that we are attached. I have no choice but to help out my community because I am a part of it. I wish this philosophy extended into the school. But really when one family is hurting here everyone steps in to help them. In the city we were cut from that and I think that is such a huge part of me as a person, needing that family. I realize in urban Alaska people do work together, I just feel because I see all 300 + people of our town almost daily I know them "more" then I did in Fairbanks and Anchorage. In any case I hope all works out for my friends, and I hope you are all doing well. HEY I just a lightbulb switch on. Do you suppose because we come from Rural Alaska and we do better in our intensives together because we have that bond that we are so familiar with? I am not sure, but you are all dear to me and it is so nice when I do get to see you all!
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Greetings My Friends
Well, I thought I would make a collage for today's blog. The scary pictures are from outside my house. My mom asked me recently after I told her about my Halloween house, "Do you wonder why you like Halloween so much?" I just love to celebrate. My husband jokes about having to make another wood shed to store all my Christmas decorations, yes that is right, you haven't seen anything yet! I can't believe how fast our river seems to want to freeze up. Although the forecast is pretty warm this week so I doubt it will do much, the river.My friends, my life is just crazy right now. I could use about 20 hugs, lol. I have started another job in the afternoons working at IAC. Tues and Thur I am doing my civic duty, and one of my life passions, coaching JNYO. We had 13 students our first practice and I hear more are showing up today! That is close to at least a 1/4 of our students! And guess what?! The SCHOOL has no budget for us. So, I have until now and Jan 11 to raise over $12,000.
Oh, our Native Education Committee start their meetings this week too!
Three of my four classes are going okay, but my correspondence HIST 115 is back logged. I need a big kick in the a$$ to get motivated with that one! My poor son has been acting up at school, but not terribly. You know we had this problem with him two years ago here at this same school! AND HE DID SO GOOD IN FAIRBANKS!!! So, I really think my children will stir us back to Fairbanks next year. And on top of that my daughter is going to have to play co-ed basketball because there are not enough boys for a boys team!!! And "village ball" was one of the major reasons we moved back here! I am so frustrated!
Okay, well I hope no negativety has streamed through the computer! You just smile and give me a hug through osmosis. Thank you I needed that! Miss you all and keep going, we have no choice, we must fight back the ethnic cleansing of the early 1900s! hehe
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
My Weekly Post
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Technology Progression or Regression
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
UA Video scholarhip opportunity
Hey, check out this cool scholarship. I have been sharing my videos with my friends, and
my cousin who works for UAF sent this to me. I don't know if any of us are up to
it or not, but it might be fun to try to make a video for UAF. Just thought I would
pass this on.
http://www.uamyway.net/
This is a scholarship contest. Student can create a video/commercial for UA
and be entered to win a 1 year scholarship. Thought it was interesting.
Below is more information.
How to Enter
Submit a video that shows what all of the choices that the University of
Alaska has to offer means to you and you could win one of five 1-year
scholarships! To enter, record your video and submit it to www.uamyway.net
before December 15, 2007.
Video submission requirements:
1. Videos entered in the contest should demonstrate what choices the
University of Alaska has to offer and how you are impacted by all the
choices.
2. Video entries must be submitted in the following video file
formats: .MOV or .FLV or .WMV and must be no longer than three minutes in
duration.
3. Video must be in English.
4. Entry must be original, unpublished, the sole property of
submitter, and not previously submitted in any other contest.
5. Entries must not include unsuitable, inappropriate or offensive
conduct or content.
6. If you include music, you must use one of the choices of the music
provided here <http://www.uamyway.net/rules/> .
7. To be eligible to win, all entrants must fill out and either mail
or fax two forms:
Liability
<http://www.uamyway.net/legalforms/liabilityrelease_uamyway_contest.pdf>
Release and the Talent
<http://www.uamyway.net/legalforms/talentrelease_uamyway_contest.pdf>
Release Form.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Subsistance
Monday, September 10, 2007
Class Video Assignment
This is the second time I have had to edit this Blog. I am soooo sorry Skip for not mentioning you in my credits! The music cuts were provided by the CD you sent to us. Highway patrol and Skylar Blue, were the songs. Thank you for providing the music!
I had so much fun with this video too! I swear I may go into some sort of media productions! This was so much fun! Skip thank you so much for providing me the opportunity to learn all of this. I found a way to overlap the noise, as you can see. This really wasn't instructional but more motivational. I hope this all works, and for those of you checking this out, I hope you enjoy the movie! I had to come back for editting, I believe that picture of the Gibbens children might be their son Kody and not Kaden, I couldn't tell, and then I started evaluating it more and more and now I am not sure. They are my best friend's children and she knows I am using this photo. Anyhow, I just wanted to throw that side note out. I was all excited about being able to upload our videos onto the Blogger, I think I moved to fast. I need an editor. :)!
